We do them to ourselves.

I have debt. Far more debt then I really wish to admit to. Some of you would say $7,000 isn’t near what it could be. Your right its not. But since none of it is part of a car or house. I have a hard time with it. I feel like a giant failure because of it.

Its not helping that I have a boyfriend that doesn’t understand that when I say  “I don’t have any money.” I mean it. I don’t mean I still have a savings account to work with or that I’ve got $100 to live on for the next week. I have nothing but the amount I need for the most basic of things. Gas to get to work and food. Even then I may not have enough.

How do you help those like my man, to understand and not make you feel worse (With or without trying to) for something you already punish yourself over and over for every day?

I’m paying for my mistakes right now already. In  more than one way. I don’t need or want to feel inferior to the person or people that are supposed to love me. Or to feel like others will think less of me, think I’m not good enough, because of things I did years ago.

If you have any ideas as to how to help or things to say. Post them in the comments or if personal, send me an e-mail. If you have something similar going on, I’m sorry. I hope that it gets better for you quickly and painlessly. We’re here if you need to talk. Or again want to tell just me my e-mail is open.

lifelights0208@gmail.com

I hope to hear from you all.

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